I don’t know when you’re going to read this but I just want to say thanks for everything.
I’ve loved you more than I’ve loved anyone else so far. You came into my life at a time when I didn’t feel that love like this would ever exist for me.
Thanks for the reassurance.
Even though it hurts so much that you found love in someone else, my one consolation is that you’re happy.
I feel no negativity towards you, I don’t even think it’s possible to but at this point, I know I’ll be happier out of your life.
The only space in your life for me has been filled by a more passionate and intense form of love that I can not compete with and...being friends with you kills me.
I love you but I don’t love you enough to stay and constantly inflict emotional pain upon myself whilst you’re happy with someone, someone that I wish was me.
I just need time and space to find myself and regain my independence, I’m at the lowest point in my life and I need to break free from this.
I have been in denial for longer than I believe is healthy and now, the reality of the end of “us” has finally hit me.
The moments we had will never be forgotten but, I need change.
I hope to find something as intense as what you have found in her.
My healing heart.